i always feel so alone. everyone i know has had atleast two bfs. me? none... i mean, i had one, but it was three years ago, and i hated him. i only went out with him because it was valentines day and i felt as i feel now, alone, jealous, wanting. We never talked to eachother, and when we did, all he wanted to talk about was why it was fun to do heroine. D< ugh! thats why i dumped him.
i was a loner, and he was a nerd/creep. not good mix...
all my friends keep suggesting ways i could look better, and theyre always having to do with something of makeup. makeup looks good on other people, but im extremely pail, and its hard to find makeup to